nothing i do

nothing i do these days seem to be right.
i ski, i fall.
i talk, i regret it.
i go to school, i get F's.
i sing, i cant. (well we all knew that)
i sleep, i dream of scariness.
i love, im never gunna try again.
i got a new hat, it does not fit.
i made a snow man, he fell.
i just cant do anything right!!!

who i truly am

Oh golly!!
I was reading my blog
this morning,
and really non of those stupid
things i wrote really represent me,
who i am.
A smile
is beautiful and uplifting,
not a disgraceful way to hide.
And god,
Kitty,
don't even get me started on that.
So i apologize
for not being me,
from now on i am really
going to try
to not be anyone but me,
who i truly am.

SMILE

Ssomething people plaster on their pathetic faces to hide and lie to and deceive the ones they know.

Mimicking the ones who they admire, who lives they would steal and destroy, for jealousy is what will kill us all.

Icomplete fools who wish to be more then what their ghastly selves have made.

Lovers who will never love but leave before they could get their worthless heart of steal hurt.

Eemptiness in a face.

Kitty's Mind

Knocking at the door,
Coming in your room.
Catching a gimps
Of those fiery
Burning
Hellish eyes.
Feeling a chill,
Sweep past you heart.
It skips a beat.
In preparation,
For its full stop.
You feel the paw,
Search your face.
Searching
For something to keep.
And then it starts,
Scratching,
Biting,
Claws,
Of pain.
She thrashes open
Your worthless skin.
The wheels are turning,
Her mind is working.
Thinking of what she might have missed.
Your body is nothing,
But a another memento,
In Kitty’s trophy case.

Kitty's Back

Back from the
grave with her,
Glistening fangs
and her gleaming claws,
Those teeth that pierce
and claws like saws,
Her bold red eyes
that hit the moon,
Her tail will slither
over your flesh,
Cutting it with daggers
concealed beneath her fur,
I could run, I could scream,
but what help would that do,
Love isn’t the answerer
it’s hate over verchou,
Hope and prare will fall
short at the feet of murder,
My fate is awaiting and
it will be here soon,
Don’t close your eyes,
don’t move an inch,
She found me,
she will find you.

Mommy Dosent Know What Kitty Does At Night

Mommy said I need a friend.
Mommy said I need a friend real bad.
She took me to a pet store
and told me to find a friend.
The spiders were too scary,
the snakes were too big,
the dogs were too loud,
than I saw a kitty.
Its fur was pitch back,
its eyes were bright red.
Its sign was blank,
and its price tag said free.
When I got home I went to bed.
That night I woke to a voice.
Kitty was planning,
planning to kill.
But mommy doent knows.
Mommy doesn’t know what the kitty does at night.
When I woke up mommy was dead.
The next night I woke to a voice.
Kitty was planning,
planning to kill.
But daddy doesn’t know.
Daddy doesn’t know what the kitty does at night.
When I woke up daddy was dead.
The next night kitty was planning,
planning t kill.
But I knew.
I knew what kitty did at night.
When I woke up kitty was dead.

Living in you

When you bump your knee
or get a scratch
i feel your pain.
When you can not sleep
i am tired too.
I know how you feel
before you do,
i get why you are sad
even if you can not.
I understand you family,
when even you will not.
I need to help,
to make things better,
to help myself,
but mostly you.
Because although we are two,
I'm your number one.