puppies

What would you do if there were two puppies in a pound but you could only take one home? What would you do?
The first puppy is sick and old and is not doing well.
But you fall in love with this puppy.
You wont to fix this puppy so bad.
You truly love this puppy.
And then there is the other pup,
it's perfect, spotless, so beautiful.
It looks so appealing,
you know you could be happy with this pup.
You would never fight you would never cry.
Which puppy would you choose?
I wont the first puppy more then anything,
but i have to choose the 2nd.
And it is killing me to leave the one i really love behind.
I wish i could have both i wont to have both.
But life sucks
and sometimes you just have to hope
that the puppy you really wont
will still be there when your 1st dies.
So i praying that you will still be there
for me when i get done living this lie.